Love's a game. And we're all just victims of love.






In this world, there is probably no such thing as a fairytale romance like those in idol dramas. Maybe there is, but the question is... Will it last?

Lately, I've been going through some hard times and I know my other friends have been too. All of us, affected by what we define to be love. Our relationships which came crumbling down on us despite everything we've put in. We sacrificed so much just for it to last but somehow... It just isn't enough.

Even in the strongest of all relationships, there will be problems and sometimes, our hearts might get broken.

Nobody is completely free. Everybody who experiences love will experience it.



It will take time to heal.
But what doesn't kill us, writes our song...
It only makes us stronger at the end of the day.
It only makes us better people.




P.s
This post is dedicated to you cousin H.
*hug* I'm so sorry. ):

why?!



just fuck this world.

Watch my heart break into pieces.
Watch it mend itself again.


When will this cycle ever end?






It's holidays baby. You know what this means?
It's June. I can't believe it.
Time really flies doesn't it?







Photos for you.

act cute in class. btw, the thing on my head belongs to brainless. (:



that's bff, Pan Zi & Serene. Afiq is the guy in stripes. He saw that I was taking photos with my webcam already.
BFF is damn cute right? :D

BFF, Serene & I.

This was our maths group on Friday together with Alberto & Afiq. (:
This group is awesome because of Pan Zi & Albert who are equally good in Maths. :D


I spent almost the entire Friday hugging Pan Zi. During presentation, can still hug! ^^
She's extremely cute, like some sort of doll that I want to kidnap and bring home.

I sound like a paedophile.
Imagine, she's only a friend. If my daughter were like her, I think I'll be higher than ever.

Doesn't this remind you of secondary twooooooooo?






Btw, the Great Singapore Sale has started. Are you feeling as good as I am?
I've already got my eye on two dresses. I've got my eye on leggings too (mainly because there is hole in my leggings)
I know I'm broke but I just cannot help it.



Oh. Good news. I met Jun Long! :D
This one is coincidence. We live just 9 blocks apart and we actually met at Gombak mrt on Saturday.
When the train passed, we instantly recognised eachother.
I was travelling towards IMM & he was going to JP for work.
Therefore we had a short chat & yeah, he's really happy for me because I made it to RP.

In case you're confused, Jun Long & I used to work together at Isetan. I remember that he always used to hang out with me even though I was a year younger. He doesn't like hanging around people our age and he doesn't really like the rest. I'm just one of those few.
He's from Unity Sec & I'm from Kranji Sec.
He failed EL. I failed Maths & Sci.
He's really awesome!
Really, I swear. We're fated to be friends. 8D
Anyway, he is in NYP & I'm in RP. Cool right?
And he's so happy that I managed to score a B4 for my maths now! :D


Yeah, I miss him. I also miss the rest of them, so don't just assume anything.

I'm suffering from the same old symptoms.
Is it just me or are you suffering too?
Do you like it, because I know I do....


(:

I've got new glasses. Love it. (:
It's like my old goggles except it's much cuter because I don't look as geeky as I used to.
Ummm. Duh, because previously... I used to wear braces and I looked horrible then.

Anyway...........

If you haven't already realised, I've starting using more vulgarities than usual. Something must be wrong with me because I'm usually not that vulgar. I need to stop before it becomes a habit.

Strangely, I actually asked beng to teach me some hokkien words.


Seriously, what is wrong with me?


I zoned out way too many times this week.
Then, I met Mr. Irrinoying. (I seem to bump into him almost everyday.)
Then, last weekend, the vase decided to fall. If I wasn't sitting down, then I would have died.
Now the flowers are gone. )):


Oh well, there are other things to be happy about. Like for example, UT is over. Well, not. UGHHHHHHHH! We have cognitive retest because of the stupid technical errors! ):
That's so unfortunate for us isn't it?
Must have been because of Gilbert. D:


Okay. So maybe not, but I'm still happy about other things. (:
Like how Xiao Jie found her wallet & how Nikki managed to find her phone. :D
&& how I managed to find my adapter too. HAHA.


I know that the kranji people won't know who is who. So, I'll webcam with them once school reopens so you know! :D



i miss the midgets & savanca. ):

Holidays already!!!!! Camp's on Tuesday.

What did I do?
I just sat there, shut the fuck up and you shouted at me?!
Fuck. I never did anything wrong and I havent even been home the past few days to have any healthy interaction with the rest of you and bloody hell. This is what I fucking get?!


CCB.
This is why I hate going home.

I can't wait for camp. 3 days of freedom.


Fuck. Tmr got some CCC thingy with parents.
CCB.
I never say I want them to go. Don't assume. I said I want you to come instead of him. Not the same as YOU must go..
They write HOPE. Not the same as MUST.
English fail is it? Oh wait, I forgot. They did fail their English.



Not my fault la.
I take one look at the dumb shit letter and I know it's pointless.
CCB.




Irritating sia.


):

Dear broken heart,
Was this the path that we always wanted to go? Because right now I feel so lost.


My nightmare isn't over at all.
I saw some of them, tried being friendly and all but sometimes I'm so stupid because I just can't do it.

Then on Monday night, I saw Saiful. A lot of wonderful childhood memories came flooding back to me. I wanted to say Hi but I was too shy and we all know that I definitely won't ask him how he's doing. Instead I'll ask about someone else. (I saw his mom the other day.)
HAHA. They're bffs. What can I do?
Gawd. I miss them. I really do.


Then, met Zane, who happens to be Hanis' friend. Cool right? Haha.
Zane from my primary school. That one.



Sigh, meeting the class on Friday because of ZX. No money for his bday present because I'm buying Nigel & Pan Zi's cake first.


Btw. Kelvin & Pan Zi are my bff...