Friends Forever. (:

We know who our true friends are only when we face our toughest challenges.
True friends are people who will stand by you despite your problems.
They'll be there for you and they will definitely help you out.

They say, a friend in need is a friend indeed.
I say, a friend indeed always helps a friend in need. (:
True friends will be there for you.


Happy birthday Ami. (:

So, celebrated Ami's birthday after exams today.
Ami's As & my maths paper 2.
Eve & I spent one whole day out. Tired can.


cake? not.

Hershey's Sundae Pie at BK with Eve while waiting for Ati & Ami. Exhausted after a whole day of walking. It's rare for me to be wearing wedges or heels out in town so today was really tiring.


We're exhausted.


I guess I'll let the photos do the talking.






cakes from secret recipe. yummmmmm yummmmmmm. ((:











happy la?
haha. (:




Overall, really pleased with the celebration. Although it's just us. I hope we touched your heart. Yes, Mandy included.
Oh & Ami. Faza contributed too! (:

Though we planned it just like that, I think that it went really well despite the number who turned up.




Thanks Ami for being there for me all these years. Happy 17th birthday.
Hope you like the shin guard & ankle guard. Lol. (:
Think of us when you practise! ^^

So,

I shall end this post, with this shoutout.


I'M BROKE & DESPERATE FOR MOOLAHHHHHH BUT NOT THAT DESPERATE!



spent it all on bling bling..

due to security reasons, private blog has been deleted. ):
fuck. appeared on google.
my next moves. will be a secret.


back to where i first posted my probs. ;P



edit: or should i stick to blogger but make my posts private?
*am in hiding until not sure when*
D:

somehow, this mess doesn't end.

You're probably laughing if you're reading this.
I know. It's unbelievable to you but... it is the truth.
I swear it is.


It's already hard for me to admit this.
I think... I've lost the confidence I once had in myself.
The one that allows me to make friends with ease, the one that allows me to speak my mind.

I may be loving my body now but inside... I'm not loving myself.
I desperately try to seek a hiding place to hide this weaker side of me.
That's the reason why Hawaii is appealing to me.
One of the lines from Sarah Marshall in Forgetting Sarah Marshall, said something about people who visit Hawaii are unable to face up to reality.

True or not. It's up to the person.
Maybe. That's why... That's just why I want to go to Hawaii.
To escape my reality.


Where did she go?
That girl who is known for her confidence and her daring personality. The one who was bold enough to stand out and say, "Hey! I'm different and I don't fucking care!"
Where is she?


Right now, all I want to do is get back to loving me & being strong.
I'm learning bellydance so I can get back my confidence. I'm exercising each day so that I can gain my confidence.

I want a better me. For The Present. For The Future.
Just a better me.


I guess. I have to face my fears sooner or later so I still have to be prepared.
Thanks Ami. (:

Lighter note, developed a character & part of the plot already. (:
Its not going to be another chick flick. It's different this time.

Death. Physics tmr. D;


My bro is sitting in the hall, watching TV and now trying to straighten his frizzy hair. His hair used to be like mine, now it's turn all frizzy and curly. Poor him. And he's using my stuff as usual. Blah.

It's so funny because he wants to thin his hair and all. LOL.
He says his hair is too thick. As if I don't know... D:



I want a 2A outing.
The one we were supposed to have was cancelled. Boohoo. D:
I miss them loads but I wonder if we would still be the same? You know...


I also want a 4A outing.
Miss the class loads.

Of course, 6B outing.
Or maybe just our group la. (:
With Xiuhan, XinYi, YuZheng, Liyana, Danna, Cheryl etc...
And maybe ask some of the guys along.
Jackie, Kai Yi, Prabha, Kiat Wah.
Haha. We'll probably make lots of noise. Confirm. ;D
Maybe I should plan one since most of the girls are in JC. Then we can hang out.
And then from there, organise a real outing. Must invite Ms Tan. Haha.



I just miss life. ):

I wish I could go on a trip. Escape this harsh and cruel reality
A vacation to the countryside or the beach would be nice.

Singapore is really small. You can easily bump into the people you don't want to meet. It's even worse when you live close to each other.

For example, I always see CG and I don't want to see him because I just hate his face. No, I'm not superficial or anything. It's just... I don't like him due to personal reasons.

Well, in short. I just want to escape.

Recently, I've been wanting to escape to Hawaii. I wonder why.
I guess I just want the scenery, the sandy beaches and of course fun and friendly people to meet.

Don't get me wrong, I still want to travel to Japan but Hawaii would be a great place to escape from reality. After all, all I want to do is relax and chill on the beach while I get a nice tan.



Hula girls doing the hula dance. Surfer boys with great bodies. There's candy for your eyes too.


However due to the recession, my dream vacation will probably never happen. Actually, even without it, my dream vacation would never happen because I'm just broke & my parents would never travel all the way there. We only go to Malaysia and there's a slight possibility that we might end up traveling to Thailand next year. It'll be my first time in a plane. Pathetic? I guess so..

I've never been to Langkawi, Bintan or Batam before. It's sad huh. Oh well...


Since I'm probably going to be stuck here and I'll never get to enjoy those beaches.... I guess.... I'm only left with Sentosa.


So, anybody want to go sun-tanning at Sentosa?
I want to ride the luge. Been wanting to ride that since June but due to certain reasons like blah blah blah.... Yeah, blame it all on space. D: Boohoo.

You can see me frowning now. So people, let's go to Sentosa!! ;D
Haha! (:

So you call yourself a friend?

A friend?
Just what defines a friend.


I thought it'll be easy to be friends but I've never had this problem before. I'm really easy-going and really strong so when I find it such a challenge, it just seems impossible.

There's no way we're going to be friends. Not anymore.

I know I shouldn't be posting at this hour and I know I should be studying instead.
Still, I can't help it.
Plus, there's a pretty good reason to why I'm posting now...

So let's get on with it.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH!
Enjoy your 17th birthday! (:

Ami is one of my closest friends & I'm really really happy to have known her.
She's one of the reasons why I'm alive today. I know I wouldn't have made it here without her and I know I wouldn't have made it here if not for my friends either.
I'm really grateful to have met them.
Everytime there's something going on or if there's something hurting me...
I'll break the news to her first & she'll always be supporting me. (:


Thank you girl!
Wish you all the best.
Hope you get promoted. Don't stress okay. (:
Ganbatte!





Oh yes & before I sign off, I decided to sign up for a 1 day trial lesson for Bellydancing.
There's nothing wrong with trying out something new. Initially I wanted to sign up for the beginners course but my mom was against the whole idea. So, I decided to sign up for the trial lesson behind her back. Plus, it only costs $5. What's there to lose? After all, I'm doing this for fun.
Anybody want to join me?

Baby, I'm back

Well, hello again blogger. (:


I didn't expect to return so soon but seeing how much I absolutely love & adore blogger due to its extremely user-friendly features... I don't see why returning would be such a big problem.

Do you?


Okay, time to hit the books yet again.
I have a paper on Friday and I doubt I will study tomorrow because my mom's friends are coming over.

Study hard girl. You can do it. ;D


p.s links and everything else will be updated once my papers are over..