Life has its ups & downs.
Whatever it is, I'll have to believe in myself & get on with it. It won't hurt me anymore.
Whatever it is, I'll have to believe in myself & get on with it. It won't hurt me anymore.
I survived today and I can hardly believe it. Not one drop of tear fell from my eyes & not once did I stop to think about it. Actually, I did stop to think about it & it hurt for a minute or two and that's when I realised that everybody else is probably going through it. Everybody who is like me.
February is the month. The month where I feel myself falling and sinking to the ground. It's painful but I know that after today, I'll be just fine.
22nd February. You'll be nothing more than just a memory.
What good is there for me to hold on to the past & still harp on it when there's countless possibilities out there for me? I just need to make that first move towards the life that I want to lead. I'm not afraid anymore and you're not going to stop me from living my life.
I realised it already. That without you, my life is already beautiful. I've got so many others just waiting for me to smile. So many others who love me as I am and I'm sorry for not being able to let you see the real me. The me, who was to scared to tell the world who she really was.
It doesn't matter now. I won't love you anymore. I found someone else to love the same way I used to love you. I found me & I'm going to love myself even more by treating myself right. I'm not going to put myself down anymore. I'm over that. Actually I'm not. I still want to slim down, but that's besides the point.
Point here is, I've moved on. Face it. I've moved on. (:
Sighs, and for some reason, I feel like quitting facebook.
In addition, I feel like not blogging. I have absolutely nothing to write about. ):
No outings until Thursday & I'm broke. $15?! I can hardly afford that. My wallet has only $4 plus I've absolutely nothing to wear. Sighs. This is what you get for being jobless.
And no, I don't think I got that job. ):
HMV ):
Sighs, I would have gotten it only if I could read Chinese characters. Sucky ain't it. ):
Nevermind. I'll sit at home and rot until orientation camp starts & it's probably in a month.
So until then, I'll work on loosing weight.
And yeah, ignore my cleavage please. D<
All of my prettiest photos tend to show my cleavage.
Oh & I had minimal make-up on. It's actually just loose powder & mascara & blusher & gloss. (:
Me without make-up equals sick girl. Serious.
Although, I have nothing against going on without make-up to Lot 1. Uh. No. :D
The only time you see me without make-up is when I'm at home or at the market or when I used to be in Kranji or at the beach. Thanks.
I'm going for the loose powder now. Ditching my liquid foundation & will only use it when I have day-long events. (:
And ignore my legs. Was wearing my FBTs.
Need job. Intro me. (:
Just mail me. iamsodead@hotmail.com
Thanks you. (:
February is the month. The month where I feel myself falling and sinking to the ground. It's painful but I know that after today, I'll be just fine.
22nd February. You'll be nothing more than just a memory.
What good is there for me to hold on to the past & still harp on it when there's countless possibilities out there for me? I just need to make that first move towards the life that I want to lead. I'm not afraid anymore and you're not going to stop me from living my life.
I realised it already. That without you, my life is already beautiful. I've got so many others just waiting for me to smile. So many others who love me as I am and I'm sorry for not being able to let you see the real me. The me, who was to scared to tell the world who she really was.
It doesn't matter now. I won't love you anymore. I found someone else to love the same way I used to love you. I found me & I'm going to love myself even more by treating myself right. I'm not going to put myself down anymore. I'm over that. Actually I'm not. I still want to slim down, but that's besides the point.
Point here is, I've moved on. Face it. I've moved on. (:
Sighs, and for some reason, I feel like quitting facebook.
In addition, I feel like not blogging. I have absolutely nothing to write about. ):
No outings until Thursday & I'm broke. $15?! I can hardly afford that. My wallet has only $4 plus I've absolutely nothing to wear. Sighs. This is what you get for being jobless.
And no, I don't think I got that job. ):
HMV ):
Sighs, I would have gotten it only if I could read Chinese characters. Sucky ain't it. ):
Nevermind. I'll sit at home and rot until orientation camp starts & it's probably in a month.
So until then, I'll work on loosing weight.
And yeah, ignore my cleavage please. D<
All of my prettiest photos tend to show my cleavage.
Oh & I had minimal make-up on. It's actually just loose powder & mascara & blusher & gloss. (:
Me without make-up equals sick girl. Serious.
Although, I have nothing against going on without make-up to Lot 1. Uh. No. :D
The only time you see me without make-up is when I'm at home or at the market or when I used to be in Kranji or at the beach. Thanks.
I'm going for the loose powder now. Ditching my liquid foundation & will only use it when I have day-long events. (:
And ignore my legs. Was wearing my FBTs.
Need job. Intro me. (:
Just mail me. iamsodead@hotmail.com
Thanks you. (:
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