Monday, November 3, 2008

For a moment, my heart skipped a beat.
I actually wondered if my results were released yet.
All because the JAE 2009 booklet was sitting on my dining table at home.


Apparently, it arrived in the mail this morning.
Right now, I'm really scared. I wonder if I'll make it. Make it to Mass Comm.
This year, the competitors are the current sec 5 batch and I wonder if I am any good.
I might get into Mass Comm if their English results aren't that good. (B4 & below) Unlikely. Majority will probably get a B3. ):
Raise standards leh. A for Mass Comm. Lol.
My A is safe already so yeah, I can wish for such things.

Still, I wonder. I've got 12 options again this year.
What am I going to pick?
There's quite a number of interesting new courses but... all I want is Mass Comm.
To tell you the truth, I really have interest for that course.
Only that course.
I can see myself being a deejay, a journalist etc.
I however, can't imagine myself doing a job in an office. It's really not my personality but my parents just want to force me.
They say it's more stable etc.
I get what they mean but to me, working where I like & doing what I like is the most important thing. I don't want to be stuck doing something I hate for the rest of my life. I'll probably screw up my life. And of course, end up hating my parents. D:


I'm still thinking. What are my 12 options?
Number 1 is confirmed, Mass Comm.

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