God please bless my soul.
Heal these wounds of mine & just let me recover in peace...




I'm trying so desperately for us to be friends.
I really am, just that I don't know how to anymore.

I should have learnt from my mistake and I should never have let it get this far.
The last time with Psycho was bad enough.. Really bad. D:
Do you really want me to wait another 2 years before we can reconcile & be friends?
Heck, even now... Things between me & Psycho aren't going too well. The two of us, we still... We still find it tough to talk. We try to forget about what happened back then... Still... We're feeling like strangers...
What about you & me?
I don't want to loose you. I don't want to loose Psycho either.
I'm scared. I truly am.


I used to think that a relationship between friends would really be nice but now I see the risks.

I should have just said, I think its better we remain friends back then.

My mistake... I'm sorry.


Strangely, right now.. All I want is to hug Psycho & tell him everything that's been going on. For some reason, I always think back to him just when everything falls apart. Each time. D:
What's wrong? I don't know... i really don't.