Presenting.............

MUSEEY'S BIRTHDAY BBQ!

What a way to bring in the BIG EIGHTEEN! Had lots of fun with him & the other redcampers. Felt really bad because I came kinda late and they had to wait for me. And I also had to leave early. Didn't even talk to his other friends because I was mostly hanging around in the shelter.

I did have lots of fun. How many times must I say it? However, it's such a bad thing I was feeling so shag because I ended up looking horrible. Umm. That doesn't really matter here but I was feeling super shag and thus ended up not really enjoying myself. Am I contradicting myself here? I guess I am but still... I think you get what I mean. It simply means, I didn't enjoy myself to the fullest. I had some stuff on my mind too.


That's our shelter which is like kinda away from the pit but it faced the seaside and was rather near the restaurant. Heck, I didn't even know there was a restaurant in Sembawang Park.

Well, not a surprise since I don't usually go to the Sembawang area. Plus the last time I went there, I was only 10. I know my mom used to live there but... I don't know much about that area. And I actually thought the restaurant was the surau. *collapses* It's obviously not right. Suraus & restaurants aren't even alike. What's wrong with me?


That's Shafiq & Mir!
Faizal. He taught me how to play the guitar a bit!
And this is my lovely Fah! I rindu! :D
Ehhhhh, I feel weird reading myself type rindu and typing it. It's almost unbelievable. Hehe. :D
But back to the point, I miss her a lot! We must meet up okay dear. Must not forget Syai, Yaya, Nianting, Ziq & the other Cenninchevitans! :DD
FAH! I LOVE YOU! :D


I know. My face damn shag. Tired okay. I'm not even sure what I did but I know I was really exhausted. Must have been all the late nights and all the pain. D:
It's okay. It's really fine.

Anyway, the kucing was so damn cute! I can't believe that half the time, I took pictures of the kucing! CATS! MIAO!




I need my pills now. D:
Can't sleep. Insomnia's taking over me again.
My mind's blank.
My heart's crying.
And when I sleep, I wake up due to the nightmares.
It's happening all over again.
1st March 2009.
I want to forget. Please.