I know this is freaking late but...


My new year's resolution this year is....

TO QUIT BEING SUCH AN EMOKIA!


I still think that it is somewhat strange for me to say that I'm really emo because... It just isn't me.

Those who know me won't describe me as an emo kid. Like duh, I spend almost every minute being happy.

I only turned emo after that day. Alright, I shan't take about that day. Instead I'll take about my resolution.

Well, what's to talk about?

Stop being emo. Quit yakking about all those heartbreaking stuff & continue keeping a smile on my face.
Also, quit writing it down.
I tend to deal with all my problems through words and long essays based on just my emotions.

I remember once, when I felt really bad about this certain incident back in Sec 2. (Yes it involves, Duck Big Bro)
I ended up writing one entire essay during the whole of bio lesson & felt really good after that.

Honestly, I should just stop worrying the people around me.


Then again, I think my new year's resolution is pretty silly. Well, it is already silly. WTH -.-'''


To tell you the truth, I don't really have a resolution other than loosing more weight.
Gosh, I think I'm anorexic without the being thin part. ):

And look it's already the 19th. And I've only started thinking about my resolutions now?! Am I slow or what?


Anyway, I need to find a job & I just realised that I have a dental appointment on the 22nd. ):
&& I've not even been wearing my retainers. NOT WEARING!

So last night, I wore them for the entire night & this morning when I woke up, my teeth fucking hurt. It hurts even more than braces! ):

Oh. I really miss wearing braces....
Change modules. Haha. My bro got brainwashed by me & picked BLACK modules! How cool is that?
His teeth big, so it looks pretty. My teeth are so small, that when I wear braces & smile... It looks like I have no teeth at all. WTH WTH. Haha!

Mom calls me Iron woman because I basically lived through all the pain & went through extremely hard stuff & didn't even complain.
I rmb extracting my teeth out early in the morning and then spending the entire weekend in camp after that. Best right? Two teeth gone. And one long leadership camp!
Then it was time to put on braces.
I put it on and the next day, I even had a competition to attend. Yeah, the YES thingy.


So fun right?
I remember how my Sec 2 to Sec 4 became really weird and screwed up. Haha.

Gosh. I can't believe I spilled out so much stuff in here. LOL.

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Anyway, it's good to feel all silly again. (:
Oh & yeah. I still need help.
Please help me.
Need somebody to help me.
&& please don't think that I'm hitting on you.
Because I'm not.
Because I REALLY NEED HELP~
Basically, this position is for guys & actually girls can apply too. (If they want to appear lesbian)
Oh & btw. This offer is not for that SOMEONE. You know what I'm talking about.