Thursday, April 2, 2009

Wo De Cuo - B.A.D





飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你




Translation:

The plane has left the airport
You’ve chosen to move forward with your own direction
No longer lost in delusion
To forget of our love’s past
To forget all the pain I caused you
To learn to be strong
I didn’t understand how much you’ve sacrificed
You kept silent when you lost your friends because of me
On top of that, giving up all of your dreams
You felt it was nothing
Can’t compare who has the bigger heart
You slowly let yourself lose all hopes
Can you please give me another chance to love you better
I will pay close attention to
Every word you say
I’ll learn to control my temper so as not to make you sad
I’ll cherish you better
Please trust that my heart still loves you
I’d like to have another fresh start
To go back to make up for all the pain you got
Guess there’s no such thing
What should I do so this will stop
I have only regrets for hurting you like this
I will no longer bring you devastation
Why is it always that you don’t know what you got till it’s gone
When you were at my side
Always taking care of me silently
It’s all my fault
For I’ve failed to keep such precious possession
That is to let your loving heart towards me slowly go away
Can you please give me another chance to love you better
I will pay close attention to
Every word you say
I’ll learn to control my temper so as not to make you sad
I’ll cherish you better
Please trust that my heart still loves you





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This song has touched my heart.
From day one when I first heard it until now.
Then, I was fourteen & it was strangely sent to me by CG (I used to dislike him & like his friend). Unexpected.
Even stranger is that I used to talk a lot on the phone to him and I am not known for long conversations on the phone.
Then, a few days ago...
I suddenly decided to listen to the song on imeem and to find the lyrics.
And just then, I cried because almost every word described what I was feeling deep down.



I'm sorry but those words will never be enough for us anymore. Moving on is always hard and even if I try my best, that might not be enough. I have to believe. Believe that these wounds will heal.
I wish I had fought on that day, to tell you that I still care but what was wrong with me?
Why did I let myself let you go? Deep down I know that we would never work out because we were from two different worlds and our parents would object to us being together. So, why is it so hard for me?
Maybe it's because you were the first real relationship in my life.
Yes, the first cut is indeed the deepest.
But I'm trying as hard as I can. T o be strong.


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